I have been extremely raw and am still shaken and somewhat disoriented since the attack on Israel. It has brought up such a mixture of feelings and ancient wounds. It has caused me to go deep into my shadow, my past, my ancestry and my heart. On Friday, in my morning practice, I was given this message. It was partly for me, but obvious that it was also meant to be shared. Here it is:

“It is hard to be human. As we have said, it is your humanity that is the great pearl, the treasure, and the gift that God’s love bestows on you, lifetime after lifetime. It is the cracking open of the human heart that allows the love of God, the love of the Great Mother and all the angels of light to penetrate into those deepest places of woundedness and challenge to help each one to find compassion, forgiveness, peace and joy. You must endure it all and then you will find the ways to transcend the worst of the worst. It is not through divine intervention that this can be achieved but through the return to your true humanity. This is the doorway to God, to the place of beauty, no matter how painful. That is your holy chamber, the true holy of holies, the womb of creation.
As you know, there is the original cell, the imaginal cell that holds the blueprint for who you are, that is in the center of your heart and remains throughout your lifetime. It does not die and get replaced as do all the other cells in the body. It is like your soul seed, the connection to your divinity and your soul’s purpose. It is through your humanity the tender, raw place that connects your heart through caring and compassion to all other hearts and extends to the One Heart, that is the heart of God. Your compassion and love binds all hearts and souls to the bigger picture, beyond the pain and horror, beyond the grief and despondency that overcome you in the face of terror and atrocity and human’s inhumanity to fellow human and the creatures that God created. These horrific things can only be done by people whose hearts are closed. This is why the greatest gift you can bring to the world is your open heart.
It is through your open heart that the love of God and the light of God and the angels can radiate out into the darkness, the fear and the destruction to bring comfort, hope and peace. Your job is to be this radiant transmitter of this golden white light, the watchtower, the lighthouse; to embody unconditional love for yourself, and then for all. The ability to be this can change everything, be it your ancestors or/and your parallel/past/future lifetimes so that the New Earth and the New Universe can take form into reality on this world and beyond.
We are with you. We watch over you and love you through all the heartache and also through the moments of joy. I am the Christ, and I dwell in your heart.”